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For the Sake of Blogging

2010-09-02T11:16:00.003+08:00

In an attempt to sound not as melodramatic as I would have sounded had I said, 'my life is over,' I shan't. But there really isn't any better way to describe it, so. My life is over.

Like, seriously, over. This seems like the sort of thing that requires blogging and not diary (never could tell the difference between 'dairy' and 'diary'. They look the same!) angsting... Anyway. Over over over over over over. Goodbye Spain, goodbye England, I'll visit when I can.

Goodbye laptop - darling, I shall miss you most dreadfully.

Hello homework and hello exams. Also, hello sore fingers. Been seeing you around of late.

Hello books, I hope. Let's run off into the sunset together. To Ireland. To plant potatoes. In the north. Where nothing will ever sunder us apart! Except for bad grammar, maybe.

Hello textbooks. You're gonna burn when this is over! :D

A Sudden Realisation!

2010-02-21T17:27:00.002+08:00

I laugh at myself. I was ridiculously angsty (angst is German, I think. and 'angsty' doesn't seem to actually exist. Should it be 'angst-filled' or something?) early last year. Really angsty. And the year before last year too!

A sudden realisation!

I am a happy, happy person and I feel a lot better being a happy, happy person compared to being an unhappy, unhappy person who lost her friends (I don't actually think that Melody and Su Xuan's loss of friendship were because of me, but anyway. They might have been though, ridiculously angst-filled was I. Me thinks that me is a better friend now) because she was unhappy, unhappy (and stupid. My past-self was ridiculously stupid. I was awfully spiteful in P6, have I mentioned? I should keep a journal. I could laugh at my 15 (not yet, actually) year old self, perhaps? I really am very happy now though. Thank God the blogger page doesn't look cramped. This paragraph is long! I should change the font. Font changed! -is glad-).

A post that actually makes sense!

-cake-

2009-07-15T18:12:00.002+08:00

I feel like cake now.

Chocolate cake.

Am a boring person D:

I've only ever posted about cake and onigiri and mochi before D:

I must learn to crave more food!~

I feel like ice-cream now.

As in, soft and melty.

Is craving sleep...

Onigiri~~~

2009-07-15T18:09:00.002+08:00

I have onigiri!~

I almost forgot!~

Onigiri!!

as in.

ONIGIRI~~~~~~

-is happy-

-muchly so-

-dances a victory dance-

-because it's a victory :D-

-sort of-

Onigiri!~

-title here-

2009-07-15T18:07:00.003+08:00

This is an update :D

I do wish that the school year would end now.

Whee~~ -dances in joy- Part II

2009-06-28T21:31:00.002+08:00

Oh. I shall read more books and practice more.

Kudos to the first real update in a long time!~ :D

Whee~~ -dances in joy-

2009-06-28T21:18:00.002+08:00

Back to school tomorrow. I am not looking forward to it at all. I have decided to study 'whoa' hard. And I'm going to lock my laptop in my cupboard in it's bag where I can't see it. And I'll only take it out when I really need it. Me thinks that it's a fairly good idea. No distractions when I'm trying to do my homework~

I'm going to study to aim to be a doctor! I don't think that I actually want to, but thinking about becoming a doctor seems to motivate me a fair bit. So right now,

GOAL:

- Study hard to become a successful doctor!~ (in 15 years?)

Yep.

I have woken up from my laziness! During my free time, I shall study Japanese (because it's like (not quite, actually) a hobby) and occasionally watch dramas.

And maybe even Italian too.

... And Chinese. I guess. Though that's more of a 'work' time thing than a 'free' time thing.

I shall make a small sign to paste somewhere in my room (where I can see it) to remind me of my goal when I feel like using the laptop for rubbish!

I shall ask my teachers for help!

'Tis shall not only be words~ It will be done.

I shall stay far away from people in my school!~ (easily done)

Yosh!~

Let us begin once tomorrow starts!

:)

2009-05-28T22:19:00.001+08:00

-is glad-

-offers mushroom-

Do you want one?

Emoji

2009-05-28T22:17:00.000+08:00

Blogger needs emoji.

Another Update~

2009-05-10T17:40:00.002+08:00

Hello all~

This is an UPDATE!~

Gmail has emoji!

Docomo emoji!!~

And more~

Life has been cheerfully stressful lately and the weather is really warm.

So please remember to drink more water!

I've been able to type a lot faster lately.

-is happy-

And small laptops are inconvenient :(

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Bye :)

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2009-04-26T12:12:00.001+08:00

My settings were changed :(

I wonder why -wonders-

Why!

2009-04-26T12:06:00.000+08:00

Why oh why does my blog only show a few posts on one page?

Why oh why!

I do not remember configuring the blog settings!

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Ps. If you have sad smileys all together in a row, they look like happy smileys!

Observe.

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Speaking of which, why are sad smileys still called smileys? They're sad, and sad things aren't supposed to smile.

TO INVESTIGATE!

Yay~

2009-04-26T12:00:00.000+08:00

It's been ages since my last update, I reckon.

Hi!~

-this above has been an update-

Hm.... -ponders-

2009-04-02T10:24:00.000+08:00

The little boxes still appear :(

That means that I can't add emoji to blog posts :(

How sad is that?

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Hi!~

2009-04-02T10:19:00.000+08:00

I haven't updated for quite a while~

Yay

School has been tiring

And I feel like onigiri again

Speaking of which, I haven't had chocolate cake for a very long time

See ya~

Whee~

Giving Up

2009-03-10T17:20:00.000+08:00

We drove the teacher out of the class today. She left for most of the period, after no one took her scolding seriously. Two of my classmates then took over the class. Needless to say, it was fairly amusing.

Gosh, we really are just a bunch of delinquents.

But at the same time, we're not. Don't really know how to explain it.

Speaking of which, I feel like having onigiri.

I feel as though I haven't eaten it for a long time~

Ja

Creepy Things Galore...

2009-02-03T14:45:00.000+08:00

Something really '...' happened today.

We has our Chem Practical test and because I had a lot of things to carry (my calculator almost fell) I decided to continue wearing my lab coat till I got back to the class room. Anyway, as I walking walking up the stairs, I saw a trio of Indian girls walk past me in the opposite direction. Nothing weird, right? But one of them suddenly said 'you look pretty in a lab coat'.

And I 'ahaha'ed then said 'do I know you?'

She said 'oh. No. It's just that you do look pretty in a lab coat.'

I thanked her then rushed up the stairs in a fast but not too obviously fast manner.

Who goes around complimenting complete strangers?

Strange things have been happening to me lately, actually. Like my dream last night.

I dreamt that I had those swirly koropok (sp?) things. And I kept eating it and never got fat. Then I woke up hungry *cries*

Another strange thing was this white cat that I saw while walking on the school track at 6.45 a.m. yesterday. I got to the darkest area, the part that was near the forest outside my school, and the lights blinked off. I must have stood frozen there for at least 8 minutes. Then I saw this white cat padding towards me. It stopped a few feet away then just stared. It took... 5 minutes to 'disappear'. Anyway, I sort of ran all the way round the track and back in school 'cause I was kind of freaked =P

I need sleep~

Cake

2009-01-27T00:19:00.000+08:00

I still want cake........

And, please rest well! Rest is important. You work better after some rest. Don't feel guilty about sleeping a while. It's better than falling ill and not being able to work at all. Then you would have wasted a day or more sleeping away your... illness instead of 3 to 5 hours of sleeping your stress away. People do get sick. You can't work well without rest, anyway. So there it's pointless to work if you don't rest. Because you wouldn't work well, if I'm making any sense at all... Anyway, don't get too stressed out or too tired or you'll end up sick. Sick people don't work well.

I'm kind of repeating my point over and over again, I think... But I have kind of run out of things to say =P

I still want cake!~

Bones!~

2009-01-27T00:14:00.001+08:00

I haven't updated for a month and some!~

I have a cut on my finger~

From scraping~~

BONES!~~ <3>

Made of plaster!~

I want cake.

Chocolate cake.

Though I rarely want other flavours other than chocolate.

I feel as though I haven't had cake for a very long time.

Cake!~

Merry Christmas

2008-12-25T05:57:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas...
And have a happy New Year...

I hope that I would, at least, have a happy year.

Once again, Merry Christmas, God Bless You

Just a Random Thought

2008-12-09T05:32:00.000+08:00

Just a random thought (as I was searching for Gokusen 2 fanfiction), all of Johnny's should stay off the Internet fan sites to preserve their sanity.

Searching for Gokusen 2 stories did not come out the way I expected.

And AkamePi (or so they say) is extremely shallow.

All the stories are extremely shallow.

'Kame' loves 'Jin' who loves 'Yamapi' who loves 'Kame' and all of them decide to spend the night together (in bed)????? I wonder just how that works out.

Or

'Kame' who loves 'Jin' and 'Yamapi' who dislike each other because of 'Kame'.

It always ends up the same way, with them in bed.

So... Since we don't know them in person they're very much fictional to us - I mean... A lot of people do protest that they're just using the names.

All that goes to waste, however, when you see

AkamePi Forever~ <3

[Cue a large picture of the three of them together]

I wouldn't mind if the stories would just have a little more sense in them. Less senseless sex and more of a plot (bleh. I'm still childishly uncomfortable about using the 's--' word. Not that I mind being childishly uncomfortable about using the word).

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And then there's the usual 'Akame'.

It's always ''Kame-chan', I love you and will never leave you!' - 'Jin' -

And ''Jin-chan'!! I love you too and will never leave you!' - 'Kame' -

'Yosh!! Let us get married and spend the night horny and gay!' - 'Jin' -

''Jin-chan'!'

''Kame-chan'!'

Can't these people at least write less cliche stories?? With an actual plot? I mean... Love is not all about rushing to do 'it'.

Ah... I made it sound like Gai and Lee. Don't get me wrong - I don't have anything against homosexuals. Really. Their sexual orientation doesn't bother me at all. It's their life after all. I have nothing to do with 'their life (quote)'.

-start ramble-

I really do not know why people shun the homosexuals. I mean.. Just because you're a guy who loves another guy in that way does not mean that you are useless and weird.

Just like if you were a female and you loved another female in that manner doesn't mean that you're all... different.

I mean... It's a person's private life. People shouldn't bother about a person's private life, because, it's private. And just as long as that private life does not get in the way of daily life and work, we don't have any right to bother with their private lives. I'm straight, by the way.

Also, who are we to define 'society norms'? I mean... if people wanted to, being homosexual could be the 'correct' thing to do and being straight could be the 'weird' thing.

- end ramble -

And then there're those fics in which 'Kame' goes off with 'Yamapi' and 'Jin' finds out and feels betrayed - then 'Yamapi' does something bad to 'Kame' and 'Kame' realises that the one he has loved all along was 'Jin' and they get married and disturbing etc..

And after the White X'mas PV came out, some fans even think that 'Jin' was the one that 'Kame' was waiting for and that 'Jin' was wondering, in his salt covered car, if he should go to 'Kame' because his heart was still with the girl whom he had broken up with (that was what the ring was for, I think).

I glimpsed a fanfic like that before! I'm serious!

Except that the car wasn't covered in salt.

Fangirls are scary.

Correction,

True blue fangirls are scary.

Cause I fangirl them myself.

But I'm not like that.

And have you ever wondered why some homophobics don't mind if it's two famous males (example Kame and Jin) knocking each other up but get totally grossed out when two normal un-famous males hold hands?

I have met and communicated with a person like that before.

She was - is a homophobic.

And she's a yaoi fan.

And a NEWS fan.

And doesn't mind if Yamapi and Jin? I think that it was Jin. were gay for each other.

Because, quoting her, it would be a totally hot relationship.

After Some Time

2008-12-05T19:10:00.000+08:00

Hey there.

I haven't updated for quite a while. But I've been pretty busy lately. I'm free (mostly) now though My concert's done with and over. It was yesterday. I messed up a little, I think Thanks for coming to watch, Mom, Jie

I had about 30 or so hours of practice.

I have found emoticons (emoji)

And I still kinda feel like having cake

メィッサ

Another Quiz Thing (I seem to be doing that a lot)

2008-11-27T17:38:00.000+08:00

Another quiz thing that I found. 100 questions?? How do the guests in the Cartoon KAT-TUN episodes do it? Ahaha.

1.What's the connection between you & the last person that called you?

Love :P It bonds us all (my mom)

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

When my music videos (and phone things in general) don't work.

3. What happened yesterday night?

Hm... My night starts at about 8p.m. Well, I was in my sister's room watching videos. We colour-coded Don't U Ever Stop... I took a shower... I went to bed listening to Kame sing.

4. When did you last cry?

When I finally realized that the streams of liquid rolling down my face wasn't sweat, rain or the water from my hair dripping on my face - the result of my last shower.

5. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?

Bread. Want some?

6. What do you want in your life right now?

Just my family, which I already have, technically.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?

I'd rather not an umbrella when I walk in the rain. Unless I'm carrying important items. I carry damp clothes most of the time. But it doesn't rain often, anyway.

8. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?

Me.

9. What bottom are you wearing now?

Shorts.

10. Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?

I don't have messages in my inbox. I have them in folders. And my folders aren't in my inbox. So I don't have the correct requirements for this question

11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?

Depends on the relationship. But I do sometimes. It makes it more interesting. Just as long as it's something that can definitely be solved. 110%. If the relationship matters, that is.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?

No.

13. What was the last movie you caught?

Spirited Away. It was easy enough to catch. It just stays still...

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?

Don't have any messages in my inbox.

6. What was the last song you sang out loud?

Real Face - KAT-TUN

17. Do you have any nicknames?

Not any that my classmates use. Um... I have too many to count :P

18. What does your last received text message say? "

Hahaha. It actually looked like him? Cool! - my sister

19. What time did you go to bed last night?

10 + (I had an exam today)

20. Are you currently happy?

I'm feeling neutral.

21. Who gives you best advice?

Depends on what it is that I need advice for.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

I don't like whipped cream

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?

Night? No one..

24. Is anything bugging you right now?

The bug on my table.

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?

White X'mas (for reasons)

26. Do you wear toe socks?

What are those? Well, I doubt that I wear them if I don't even know what they are...

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?

My mom.

28. Have you ever had your heart broken?

It's still beating. It should be intact.

29. What annoys you most in a person?

When they fit my list of 'Things in a Person that Annoy me'.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?

No, but I would sure like to crush the bug on my table.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?

In medication prescribed by the doctor.

32. What is the colour of your room?

It has a very peaceful feel to it now... So... any colour that you think seems to give off a peaceful aura.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?

No, because the consequences would be worth more than a billion.

34. Do you believe in the saying "talk is cheap"?

Yep. Doesn't cost much to say something. Most of the time. :P

35. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?

Me.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?

My Mom

37. What do you want to say to the person you have a crush on?

Where are you?

38. Do you have a life?

No, but I do have pink and purple-spotted doughnuts coated in the most deadly poison that you can find and KAT-TUN performing the Queen of Pirates concert kitchen while Nakamaru bungee jumps from my fan and Kame cooks Koki's hat in a pan on his head (while he has his 'hot' hair :P)

39. Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't?

Um... Mufasa? from Lion King after he fell off the cliff. I thought that they killed a lion for that. I was a kid... Ah... The nostalgia.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?

I like it.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?

Hibari eating a pineapple.

42. Last time you smiled?

When I was with my sister, a couple of hours ago.

43. Have you changed this year?

Yes. In no positive ways.

44. What are you listening to right now?

Le Ciel.

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?

Nope.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?

Won't it hurt to walk with your eyes, whether opened or closed? I've never seen it done. But personally, I walk with my legs.

47. Is there a quote you live by?

Never give up.

48. Do you want someone you can't have?

I want someone for a friend.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?

Yes, and I still am.

50. What was the worst idea you've had in the week?

Not eating Bozu-Chan. I should, but dinner's coming out soon.

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?

Sleeping.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?

Yep. I'm pretty happy that it isn't there to distract me.

53. What song describe your love life?

Hell, No - KAT-TUN (for now. I'd like to get married someday)

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?

Oh I'm sure that we'll find out eventually.

55. Who always makes you laugh?

My family.

56. Do you speak other language other than English?

Yep.

57. Are you blond?

Doesn't suit my skin tone. Have you ever wondered why blonds are always called 'stupid'? I mean... I'm sure that there're smart blonds somewhere in the world.

58. Whats your middle name?

Genius (kidding)

59. What are you doing tomorrow?

Learning things.

60. What do you think you are like?

Me. Except that I'm a 'who'. Not a 'what'.

61. Who will you choose to die with?

If the person isn't dying him/herself, my loved ones.

62. Where have you been today?

Various places.

63. What game do you play often?

Life.

64. Who are you missing right now?

My dad till he comes home tonight.

65. If you've to choose between friend & love, who will you choose?

Family. Wait... That isn't one of the options?!

66. What are you doing right now?

Various things - did I ever tell you that I can multi-task very well? I can type, listen to KAT-TUN, breathe, blink, and work all the organs in my body all at once.

67. Which primary school are you from?

RGP (Really Girly (physically) Place... Hm... That doesn't fit. My current school is girlier [attitude wise])

68. Name 3 colours that you like.

Colour #1, #2, and #3. I like a lot of colours.

69. What emotion you like to show?

Depends on the situation.

70. What is life to you?

Life is something that God let me have the opportunity to enjoy. I'm glad to be alive. There are many things that I'd like to do... I'm sure that most people are happy to be alive too. And even those who aren't, I'm sure that you'll find happiness someday. It's only there if you allow yourself to find it.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?

Ignore it and wait for it to pass.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?

Melody. And it's 'MSN'.

73. Who do you admire the most?

My family? I do love them the most.

74. Which month are you born in?

April. Maybe that's why I like rain~ (April showers bring May flowers) :P

75. How are you feeling right now?

Neutral.

76. What is the time now?

6.30 p.m. It won't be once I'm done with the quiz.

77. Where are you now?

In a very peaceful, quiet place in which I can enjoy myself in.

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?

I had to dye it temporarily brown for a school skit once.

79. Why are you doing this test?

Because I don't have anything else to do at the moment.

80. What do you do when you're moody?

Ignore the feeling and be grumpier than usual.

81. At which age you wish to get marry?

When I find whoever's right for me.

82. Who is most important to you?

My family.

83. Do you think you have enough confidence?

Sufficient.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?

My family, but I don't tell them everything that happens to me.

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?

Is the sun out?

86. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?

To have never an infinite amount of wishes granted.

87. What is your goal for this year?

Spend time with worth.

88. Do you believe in eternity love?

Oh, yes. You should, and I will, love my family forever. And Mr. Right if he's out there. If he's 'right', I should love him forever.

89. What do you love?

Many things. My family's at the top of my list.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?

It is getting warmer.

91. What feeling you hate the most?

Feeling vulnerable.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

Not at all. Only certain ones. True friends, anyway, are very hard to find.

93. Do you believe in God?

I do question my faith

94. Who cares for you the most?

My family and whoever wishes to do so.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

My family.

96. Do you hate this quiz?

I'm still doing it, aren't I?

97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?

I regret many things.

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?

Lonely.

99. What if your stead two-timed you?

I'd ignore it. And him.

100. Who would u sabo next?

Is 'you' really all that difficult to type? And 'sabotage', right? I don't have anyone in mind right now. And my pranks backfire.

It must take a really long time for each guest to complete the hundred questions..

Good Day

2008-11-27T17:06:00.000+08:00

Ah... I had a generally enjoyable day today.

Spending time with your family makes your day pretty often. I went out with my mom for lunch after my guitar exam and some errands today. Needless to say, I enjoyed it. I don't really get much of a chance to go out with my mom like that. She's been busy with meetings. But there are times when I turn down an invitation handed to me on a silver platter because I was feeling lazy that day. Hmm... I shouldn't do that anymore.

At least we still have family dinners though, pretty often too. Practically every day.

It's nice, isn't it? Being able to spend time with your loved ones. It just makes you (I think) feel all warm and fuzzy inside. Like when I spend time with my sister - I enjoy myself almost all the time. Talking, singing... Being crazy (speaking of which, she... I... We... still need to stand under the street lights and howl 'under the street lights... hanarete mo... Tatta hitotsu...' I think that I've gotten my point across) and things like that.

And my mom too. Whether I'm just talking to her, shopping with her, learning things from her or making crazy jokes and 'skits' with her and my sister etc., I enjoy myself all the time. 10 minutes spent with my family can't beat the one year that I spent with my 'friends' in school.

And my dad. Skating, playing around, shopping for books, having lunch together or cracking jokes about other people etc., I enjoy myself greatly too. Having a family just makes you feel so happy. It's really a great thing, love.

So, to conclude my post today,

Mom, Dad, Jie,

Love you always

Thanks for always being there

Clumsy Like Dino

2008-11-26T14:14:00.001+08:00

I forgot to add this in yesterday's post. The SHOCK was too much, so I couldn't remember ^_^

I acted in a very Dino-like way yesterday while waiting for my extra lessons to start. I went down to the vending machine at the canteen, wanting to buy myself a drink. I was short of 10 cents.

I shook my wallet, hoping to find ten cents so that I could purchase my drink, but as I was doing that, my new 'stash (there were only four tablets)' of panadol fell out of my wallet and onto my shoe. Following which, it bounced off the toe of my shoe and under the vending machine. I just froze and gaped. Passers-by laughed. I crouched down to attempt to retrieve my panadol from under the machine and found it way out of reach. So I gave up and started to stand. Then promptly hit my head on the vending machine.

I don't even know how that happened.

Then, as I started to head to class, my foot got caught in this metal signboard thing and I collapsed it. Then as I bent down to pick it up, my file fell out of my partially unzipped bag.

I straightened the metal signboard thing and continued heading to class. I walked into a pillar while looking at the ceiling and wondering why it was designed that way.

I managed to get into class after that.

Yep... Clumsy alright...

Ah... I had more classes today. I just decided that I really hate music stands. They're troublesome and painful.

Hm... Speaking of Dino, I wonder when TYL!Dino is going to come out.

Ja ne

メィッサSHOCK!

2008-11-25T13:47:00.000+08:00

I borrowed Akira's quote there... Hmm... I feel like watching Kurosagi now. Ah. Yamapi is cool in Kurosagi. He's kinda like a closet F (feeling) though. He seems really sensitive as Kurosagi. Heh. As in... Doesn't he cry pretty easily? Ah well, if I were reminded of my murdered family by this annoying, interfering girl I'd feel the same way and might cry too. Or tear. But definitely not in front of her. Or in front of anyone, for that matter.

Anyway, as I was saying, メィッサSHOCK

Yep. That was what I was saying alright. Well, the reason for my SHOCK is this:

Melody (same reason, need I say it again?) sent me a message on MSN (we can actually hold a civil conversation even after what happened. I'm SHOCKed again. Ahahah.. Anyway, the class posting results came out, and guess what? I'm stuck in the same class as her!! Again!! As in... Cara, who scored 0.0something marks lower than me got placed in a different class. And Melody, who scored 3+ marks lower than I did, got placed in the same class!!! Is this my teacher's idea of a joke?? Is this destiny?

No! This is SHOCKing!!! I mean... How am I going to stand being in the same class as her after what happened? Then, to avoid being too awkward, I suggested that we start over. She refused, because the class posting was apparently 'not confirmed'.

Technically, it sort of is confirmed. It's not confirmed... in a situation in which new students should enter the school, and old students leave. They wouldn't dig the students that they've already placed out of the class.

And I was looking forward to having Cara in the same class as I next year! I wouldn't even mind Daniele!!! Cara is one of the nicest people that I've met in school - she's fun to hang around with and she promised that she'd crush me in Literature and English next year (never!~)...

I supposed that the class postings can't be helped.

But why MELODY of all people? And my class next year seems to be full of SFJs.

Honestly, would I be able to survive school with this awkward tension constantly hanging in the air?

Rhetorical question. I already know the answer and solution...

Anyway, I only have one thing to say to conclude this post...

-everyone is sitting right at the edge of their seats!~ Ooohh!~ What is メィッサ going to show us?~ And here she goes! Here she goes! Her fingers are a-ready on the keyboard!~ What on earth is she going to type?? The crowd is in suspense... The crowd is nervous!! The crowd is anxious! the crowd is exited! The crowd isn't there!~ And heeeeerrrrreeee iiiiittttt iiiiiisssss!!~-

メィッサ(still) SHOCK

Disclaimer: The SHOCK belongs to our one and only Kusano Akira.

More Quiz Things

2008-11-25T10:02:00.001+08:00

I found this on Melody's (same reason) blog again. Why am I always visiting her blog? Ah... It's because I'm bored.

Type your name with your:

Fingers: Girl Who is Bored

Chin: You serious? Do you know who dirty a keyboard is??

One finger, eyes closed: Girl Who is Bored (Wao. I actually got it correct. With caps in the right places too... [I caps locked it])

Elbow: gtirik who is bire4e

Nose: There're so many germs on on keyboard. Has anyone tried swabbing it before?

Palm: giulerl who is boiredc (Ahaha)

4 fandoms you have:

Katekyo Hitman Reborn!
Gokusen
Death Note
Harry Potter? Lord of the Rings? Naruto? Do those count as fandoms? What exactly is the definition of a fandom? Do you have to be a huge fan of the fandom before it's considered a fandom? Also, why four? Why not list out all the fandoms that you have?

Have you ever slept at the back of a car?
No, but I have slept in a room in that pretty, pretty castle in the sky before (yes. I have slept in a car)

Have you recently dyed your hair or cut it?
What's the definition of 'recent' supposed to be? Yesterday? One week ago? One month ago? Please be more specific!

List 4 people you look up to the most:
I look up to a lot of people.

How many pets do you own as of now?
Two's the charm...

Do you prefer white or black?
White. White is a really pure colour, see? Black is... dark in a way. I like both colours, but white seems more innocent. What defines a pure colour anyway...?

Who is your most played character?
Me. Do I count?

Choose one or the other, not both:
-Being stuck on an island with a friend
-Being stuck on an island with 5 acquaintances who says i will be stuck on an island anyway

The grammar is pretty horrid. I'd rather not be stuck on an island at all. But if I had to choose, I'd choose the second option. The one with the bad grammar and punctuation. Because I don't care much for my acquaintances. So they won't bother me, and I'd be left in peace.

And I can think clearly when I have peace. So I'd be able to figure out a solution that would get me OFF the island, and I can get off the island without worrying about hindrances. Like the friend, for example. I'd have to make sure that my escape plan includes the friend so that it'd (the friend is genderless) be saved as well. Because abandoning your friends is not a nice thing to do.

It's despicable.

But if I were to have the acquaintances, I don't actually need to include them. Oh sure, it'd be good if everyone gets saved. But technically, you only need one person off the island so that said person can all for help and everyone would be happy.

But you see, if you were to do that when you're with a friend, you'd worry about the friend being eaten by wild animals and things like that. Or getting boiled in a cauldron by some tribe living on the island. It happens a lot in cartoons, doesn't it? Like Bugs Bunny. Or Tom and Jerry.

That's why the first option is troublesome... Anyway, just to avoid that situation, I'll avoid all boats and means of water transport ^_^

Name three aspects that tell who you are.
- I've never thought about it before
- Ditto
- Ditto

If you could have a power what would it be?
I've never thought about it before... Well, I'd like to have freedom anytime I want, I suppose.

Who was the last person you talked to?
My maid. There's this thing about the word 'maid' that doesn't really sound right somehow.

Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
My dad. This morning before he went off to work. Then my mom before that... Before she went off to work. Saying 'I love you' to your loved one is important though. Because you'll never know if you'd have a chance to say it next time.

Write down the first five words that pop into your head:
- Aishiteru
- Arigato
- Ramen
- Soba
- Ice-lemon tea

What's one thing you wish you could do better?
Oh, there are a lot of things that I want to do better.

Do you like the way you are?
There are things that I'd like to change, and things that I'd prefer remain the same.

Choose: Summer or Winter
Winter. Don't like heat.

Choose: Rain or Snow
I like both a lot.

Water or ice?
I like both. It depends on my mood.

List one odd thing about yourself:
I have a lot of quirks that I'd rather not disclose.

What are two of your bad habits:
Most of my bad habits are listed in the profile of an INTP.

For the Past Few Days

2008-11-13T18:03:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was pretty fun - at least, it was fun till 8...? p.m. Then all the fun went 'bye bye'. Before I talk (blog... Type...) about depressing things, I'd like to talk about the fun things first.

Yesterday... What happened yesterday...? Ah! I had Chinese tuition. My teacher has a knack for sending amusing SMSes to me. For example, '好奇怪，昨晚我梦见你把我的功课做好了，我的梦见是真的吗？'

Translation, 'How odd, yesterday I dreamt that you completed my homework (she means the homework that she set for me to do - tuition homework), is my dream real?'

That cracked me up a fair bit. Sadly, her dream did not come true. I only completed half my tuition homework in the end.

The day before my tuition, she sent me another SMS. 'See you and homework tomorrow'

She saw me and half her homework. Hah.

My sister 'kidnapped' me yesterday. Haha. She needed my help to bring her projects over to school, so I took a taxi with her.

I met one of her friends, a fellow INTJ, apparently. She's quite nice. We had tea, and headed back . Dad fetched us because it was raining very heavily. I kinda wish that we could head back on our own though. I like the rain. It's nice.

Anyway, my sister had to leave for class around half and hour later. I walked her out. One, because I didn't want her to get wet, and two, because I like the rain. That's all. Haha

As we were crossing the overhead bridge, there was this freakishly loud thunderclap and a bright flash of lightning that literally split the sky open.

I went home safely ^_^

The trouble... It all started after I had eaten my dinner and had logged on to MSN.

Honestly, describing what happened is too, too stressful.

Whatever the case, I never knew that it would hit me so hard. I woke up with swollen eyes today.

Ah well, I suppose that there's nothing more that I can do about it. A broken friendships, after all, is not something that I can repair without help anyway.

Drats... 'Emo-ness' is floating somewhere within the depths of my mind waiting to be written.

Kizuna is not helping. Especially when Kame's singing it. Heh.

Ja ne

Silly Little Thing...

2008-11-06T18:17:00.000+08:00

I found this on Cara's blog, and I found it... ... ... um... I decided that it was an escape from my oh, so fun and enjoyable life. Don't get me wrong. Life is fun. Just not right now.

Right... So, I'm supposed to scroll through my songs and answer? Okay...

QUESTION ANSWER COMMENT

1. Nickname - The Black Pearl - That's a pretty cool nickname. It makes me sound like some ninja thing. Or some dangerous person... Haha. It's cool anyway.

2.Feelings - Affection - Is that supposed to have some deep, obscure meaning?

3.Fav Food - Fall In This Place - Ah... But that 'place' is still blank, no? Haha...

4.Fav subject- One on One - One on one... Fighting? Cool...! Just as long as it's not one on one ~add subject here~ tuition. Haha. One on one can mean so many things. And I'm not going to list them all. I'll stick to fighting.

5.Crazy Thing - Kizuna - There's nothing crazy about that. Or maybe, it's a bond in love or something. That's pretty crazy. Sometimes in a good way and sometimes in a bad way. And friendship bonds are pretty crazy too. Fun crazy, I suppose. But that's just friendship. The word bond doesn't have to be there. Then again, a friendship is a bond...

I'm rambling now, aren't I?

6.Age- Will Be Alright - That's a good thing, right? So... I'm going to live long? Hm... I have a lot of Japanese songs in my computer. *eye smile* Yay!

7. Religion - 'Til the Dawn - Should questions concerning 'religion' be in here? It's pretty disrespectful, isn't it?

8.Fav Place - Someday for Somebody - I like the song, but this doesn't really make much sense... My favourite place is someday for somebody? Oooh! Maybe it means that I'm destined to watch Kame dance at the Cartoon KAT-TUN II You concert! Well... It's already over... Haha.

9.Last Tagged- Rhodesia - Whatever that it supposed to mean.

10.Loved One - Get Up - Hm... the relationship between me and my loved ones is going on fine. Maybe it means that one of my loved ones would wake me up tomorrow? Haha. I don't think that I'm making much sense. I wake up to Yorokobi no Uta now. It's pretty effective.

After a Meal ^_^

2008-11-05T16:51:00.000+08:00

I am aware that this is my second post today. But I am bored. Haha

The fish and chips meal was very nice. Not the best fish and chips that I've tasted so far though. We, my sister and I, were singing KAT-TUN while waiting for our order. Real Face is a great song.

Sigh... Now I have more calories to burn.

It's only 4.54p.m. now. Time flies when you're bored too. I kinda miss school. Not much though. Our class held this party on Thursday, 30/10/08. Quite a number of people turned up. 23 out of 32 [the numbers are flipped! Cool! Is this.... Destiny?]. I ran all the way to Melody's house because she was RUSHING me.

"Get here as soon as you can!" said she. And when I got to the barbeque pit, guess what? She wasn't there!

I saw this small dog, and though people told me to stay away from it because it barked (what in the world is wrong with them?) I decided to play with it (since I'm a dog person) while I thought of how Melody should be barbequed. I mean... I brought charcoal, fire-starters and a pair of tongs and I rushed over because of the urgency in Melody's voice. Stupid, stupid me.

Anyway, the dog took a liking to me. Too much of a liking, really, if you get what I mean. It started barking when I shook it off. It didn't leave me alone for half and hour. Or 45 minutes. It found a new love interest - one of my other classmates.

Speaking of which, I had quite a lot of exercise 'playing' with the dog. It'll lunge for me and I'd dodge or bounce out of the way. Despite it's horny-ness, it was quite fun to play with.

15 minutes after I started playing, I saw it. Strolling along with nary a care in the world.

"Oh... Hi."

Melody, you are such an idiot.

The party was quite boring, really. I hardly ate. Poison from unhygienic food's a dangerous thing. I ate before I attended the barbeque ^_^

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I had this really odd dream about clocks yesterday. I wonder if it means something. Maybe it was just the MacDonalds I had before bed?

Or does it signify my obsession with time? I doubt it. I'm not all that obsessed with time. Ah well... The dream went like this (it's in italics):

I was walking along a bridge when I heard a church bell ring 12 times. I got really panicked, so I ran off the bridge and towards the church.

I entered the church and looked around. Clocks were everywhere. The ceiling was a giant clock and surrounding the giant clock was a ring of smaller clocks of different designs.

The clock in the middle, the giant one, was rimmed in gold and had a painting depicting each number. The hands of the clock were spinning very fast. Just round and round and round and round.

The other smaller clocks surrounding the giant clocks, though of different designs, all had the same picture in the middle, though presented in different manners. None of the clocks were telling the time. All of them just had the hands spinning around madly.

There was another clock on a podium. It was made out of crystal and lined with gold. It was the only clock that told the time. It was 12. Exactly.

As the church bell neared the 12th ring, the whole place became very dark. And on the final ring of the bell, clocks came in from all directions. They made a ring around me, don't know how that is possible, but they did so anyway. Each clock came attached with a candle. Half the clocks were black in colour and the other half of clocks were white in colour.

All the clocks started to say something, but I only caught a 'time is' before loud rock music filled the place and they suddenly started singing 'aishiteru... Aishiteru... Sono igai... mitsukaranai... Aishiteru... Aishiteru... Iki saki wo... Doko de-' The hands on the ceiling clocks started spinning faster and lots of light started pouring from the clocks.

I woke up then. My sister's alarm clock was ringing. I woke up to that song quite a number of times, and when it finally stopped, I was starting to dream of the church bell thing again. Except that it rang once and sang 'daijoubu dayo miagere-' I woke up and switched my own alarm off. Haha

That's about it for the dream. A little silly, no?

I'm going to stop blogging now to find out what happened to my music videos.

Ja.

Note the Boredom

2008-11-05T15:40:00.000+08:00

This is ridiculous.

I'm starting to run out of things to do. At least, things that happen to peak my interest at a particular time and moment. I mean... I have a lot of things that I want to do. Like

1) learning the dance for Don't U Ever Stop
2) learning how to write hiragana
3) learning how to sing better
4) learning how to body wave
5) improving my grammar - it's been steadily deteriorating.
6) completing my snapshots of the moves from the second part of the dance from Don't U Ever Stop.

and many more. I just can't seem to find the energy to do all those things.

I finally cleared the mess in my room. It feels good, to finally sit in a dustless and mess-less room. I should write a to-do list. Maybe I'd finally get to doing the things that I want to do - want. Not need.

I need to exercise. I've been eating a lot lately and I have not burning all those calories away. I'll get fat soon at this rate. And it'll be hard to lose once I am. I should eat a lot, but exercise a lot too. That way, I can enjoy all my snacks and food and second lunches and second breakfasts and suppers without getting fat. I've gained a little weight, but I'm still in the healthy range.

Haha.. I'm rambling, aren't I? About weight and health no less.

I'm hungry now. My sister just offered fish and chips.

Food's more important than blogging, ne? Therefore, I shall stop to pursue my fish and chips! Technically, it's my sister's too. We're sharing.

Buuuuttttt, I'm supposed to be watching my weight, anyway. Haha. To heck with that for now. My stomach calls. Or yells. I think that 'yell' is closer.

My dear stomach! We shall quench our thirst for FOOOOOOOOODDDDDDD!

Ja